I chanelled this on Halloween. I picked up a journal and found it.
I am here, listening.Halloween, in only the light of the full moon.
At midnight, awake and aware.
LISTEN
Nothing is as still as you are. everything around you is in motion, and you have found stillness, but to us you are the motion. As still as you are, you are still full of the movement of life.
This is good, but you do not choose that movement. This is bad.
Real stillness, as you seek, is only the result of quietude and time together. You are still too busy, with not enough time of quietude to truly be still. Perhaps you are simply too young.
But too nervous as well.
Your hearing and sight is what it is meant to be, ease away from your doubts and insecurities in this matter.
Train yourself, yes, but not in earnest, out of a belief that you lack proficiency, but in the desire to improve the skill you posess so you may better serve your purposes.
You have read/heard/learned much, and the Glyph of the sidhe [referencing the glyph given to the public by John Matthews in his book 'The Sidhe'] [I am given a name for it that will not be shared here] is a tool you should embrace, but do not listen only to it, for your learning has much more than the lessons meant [to be received from it.]
Do not turn away from the practice at knowledge of self you have gained.
Do not be lax with your word
Be sincere with your heart and fall deeply in love as often as you can, that gift is perhaps your greatest, though we know it causes you great suffering.
To the light of the Phoenix and those sheltered by it,
Draw Gnosis from the depths of your community, understand the power of Love, and embrace similarity to bind you together beyond the shadows of difference
Of the earth,
Give thanks.
Embrace the reality of connections.
Trust her/his cycles and chances, for they are the keys to your own.Of the ancestors,
Listen quietly to their blood in your body, and allow the light of the underworld to shine.
there are many more messages, words, and powers with the light tonight, but now is not the only time you can hear them.
Return.
I’ve had to omit some of the messages, but that which is fit and safe for consumption is above. I had forgotten much of this, if not all of it.
Sometimes we find things we’ve lost just when we need them the most.
December 15th, 2009 at 4:58 am
I think people underestimate the ability to fall in love. It requires a selfish and selfless abandon. A recklessness. Consensus reality is a guarded place, full of people who are constantly on guard. This is especially so in the fickle world of the gay man. To give too much into love, is to go against common wisdom. Many will let down their guard gradually, but not wholly, to the ones they care about. Yet, when we just give in, I feel that the greatest rewards are granted. It’s a gamble where pain is risked for a prize so great. Experience can teach though, that the pain can be overcome, and isn’t necessarily so scary.