autumn twilight

I’ve got that sexually hungry feeling tonight. There is a thunderstorm raging. Probably partly to blame for the sheer sensuality and sex of how I’m feeling right now. Storms get me going. The rougher the better. Kind of like my sex that way.

I’m not very dominant. I enjoy being sadistic sometimes, I like to feel people hurting, but it doesn’t make me Dominant. It just means that I like to give pain as well as get it. I can play the role, and sometimes I’ll even enjoy it, but it’s not me, and it doesn’t really fulfill me. I’m in that mood right now. To hurt, or be hurt. Pain on either side is intoxicating. I love the feel of a body beneath me, or in my arms while he’s in pain almost as much as I love the feeling of being that person in pain.

Right now I’m feeling active. I’d deeply enjoy climbing on top of someone and worshiping their body with my own. My hands, lips, tongue, teeth, arms, all of it. Start at the collarbone, or at the hip. There is that spot anterior to the hip bone where the body dips in slightly. The flesh is always tender there, always soft and malleable. Just inside the pelvis. Kiss that spot and wrap your hands under him to the back of his kidneys. Rub there, just until he realizes that it’s a sore spot. Give him a hint that you can make the touch feel pleasurable and painful all at once. Exhale over his stomach and bite at his hip gently, worry the skin with your teeth. Scratch the back of his ribcage a little, watch his hands dig into the sheets, balling up into delicious little fists. listen to him moan as you bring his body to life, one touch at a time. Become a beast, the animal inside of you. When he growls, growl back, let it rumble low in your throat. Get hungry for him, taste the sweat and flesh. Curl a hand in his hair, pull it tight, slowly. Pull it more, let the pain grow slowly. Lick his abdomen and lean against his pelvis. Rub against him as he rubs against you.

Ah… welcome to my brain…