Just another Day
Ξ April 23rd, 2008 | → | ∇ General |
Work gave me a new laptop. I’m almost done setting it up and getting everything installed and working the way I want to. The screen is smaller, but it’s still got a good graphics card and a high pixel density. The processor is quite a bit quicker. Overall a good deal. The fact that it’s lighter is much nicer too.
Vivianne has insisted that she is going to lay on me. Right now. Now she’s left. That’s nice. It’s very hard to type when you have a fluffy cat camped out on your chest. Even if you’re a touch typist.
So I’m laying in bed. Looking at the screen, and out the windows beyond. It got cool tonight. It was so pleasant outside the last couple days and nights. Now it’s chilly again. I had to close my windows, not a pleasant act for me.
I think I’m getting a little depressed. I’m hungry all the time. Overeating is a good sign of depression for me. Eating is comforting, it makes me feel sated, at least for a time. I’m not sure what it is that’s depressing me though. There isn’t anything new or overt that is out of whack in my life. In truth, almost everything is going swimmingly. I think I might be depressed about being depressed.
It sounds kind of stupid, but it feels kind of like that is the case. I’m in a bit of a rut right now. Something needs to change, the pattern needs to break. I’m just too comfortable to do things differently. I think I’ll fast over the weekend. That should help put things into perspective, and give me a comfortable place to move from.
